Ever since 2021, a few times a year I get severe pain in my upper left and middle part of my stomach. It's increasingly gotten worse and was at its all time worse on Christmas. It went away the next day, then returned on Thursday and didn't get better until Friday night. Everytime I have this pain, I try taking pepto bismol and it of course does absolutely nothing. I haven't eaten in two days (besides small bits of tomato soup) because I physically can't eat anything without that pain coming back. I'm all by myself and my mom has done nothing to take care of me. She's literally the only person I have at all and ever since she's gotten engaged (and now married), it feels like her husband comes before me. I've lost so much weight. I'm currently at 178 pounds and I have a really really hard time gaining weight and I lose it quickly, so if I lose too much, it's not coming back lol. I just really wish my mom would stay with me while I'm suffering. She doesn't like having to go to hospitals and stuff, there have been Times in the past where I've needed to go and she refused. Plus, I've never been inpatient at a hospital before. I did go get blood drawn from one once, and passed out from blood loss when i was sixteen, because i was underweight and only 101 pounds, but I recovered before they had to admit me. If that pain comes back, I'm one hundred percent going to the emergency room, even if they have to give me a feeding tube. And I would honestly just have my mom call an ambulance, because I don't want to sit in the waiting room for 15 hours in severe pain, or however long it would be I don't know. My assumption is that it could be pancreatitis, but I wouldn't know without a diagnosis. My mom did say that she will get me a doctor and do a abdominal ct scan or something, but its going to be quite a few weeks. I know that I'm an adult, but I have no clue on how to be independent. A lot of people have told my mom that she needs to help be more independent and I definitely am ready to be, but I'm more concerned with this severe stomach pain that I've been having. When I was nineteen I developed really bad chronic pain in my upper back leg and it wasn't diagnosed until I was twenty-two. It's called piriformis syndrome, and whenever I was in horrible pain, my mom told me that I was being over dramatic.
I'm not saying my mom is a bad parent by any means, but I don't understand why she is never concerned when something is seriously wrong. Even when she has something seriously wrong, she refuses to go to the hospital. When I developed asthma, she immediately took me to get diagnosed.. and I have an extremely mild case of asthma. But if it's anything really bad, she ignores it.. I don't get it, it's extremely weird.