WhoBibbles

It's official. I'm living in the worst year of my life and It has been getting worse and worse. Countless diarrhea, constipation, headache, dizziness, insomnia, depression, stress, life drama, paranoia. I'm sick of going to hospitals and take meds that only delay my disease. I can't eat food I like, I feel weak and tired, I'm so unhappy, angry, pathetic. I don't have any motivation to study my lessons and exams. God, I just want this pain to stop. Why can't I feel as great as some other folks? Why do I have to fight sickness after sickness? Everything, including me, did this to me. I wanna feel good and alive again. If the colonoscopy I'm taking this wednesday turns out to be nothing, then I can no longer tell what's wrong with me. Life is bunch of CRAP!