Sauce Mama Posted September 12, 2024 Posted September 12, 2024 I’m honestly pretty content atm. I broke up with my boyfriend back in May and it was pretty fuckin tough for a bit cuz it was one of those things where I didn’t necessarily want to, but because of how I bad was being treated I had to. I couldn’t wait for him to change. So now I can say that I’m starting to feel more peaceful. I take a lot of swims in the ocean/beach time every weekend and journaling to clear my mind. It’s been nice! I still miss him from time to time tho ngl but I’m learning that it was for the best. There’s better things out there for me. 2
Skodwarde Testicles Posted November 16, 2024 Posted November 16, 2024 Already posted enough in davent for one day, so I’ll just post this here. It’s kind of a tack-on to what I posted there. i feel like I’m losing my goddamn mind. I can’t go out to the grocery store without feeling like a paranoid, anxious mess who pays way too much mind to what other people think. I made a bad call when it came to whether or not we should leave out big in the house since the weather is being very inconsistent today. Turns out the weather was decent the whole time we were out and the dogs decided to make the biggest mess possible in the house while we were gone. Then I had a pretty bad, separate blowup that was pretty similar to that one scene in Big Pink Loser where Patrick is using the broom wrong and he’s all like “WHY CANT I DO ANYTHING RIGHT!” Granted, what I did wasn’t sweep the floor with the broom handle stupid, but it still made me feel like I was that stupid and I feel like I don’t contribute anything and I just fuck everything up, so that led to me pulling out of helping a good friend, who helped me out when my dad was in the hospital last year, move stuff for his grandmother on the Big Island tomorrow because I feel like I’ll find a way to fuck that up too and I just need to not bother by staying home and do nothing and just rot. 2
Kitsune Posted November 17, 2024 Posted November 17, 2024 Honestly, not sure. on the one hand i'm very upset and angry because of the Political Results, and because I've just been cut off from a door that could've lead me into a position in the Film Industry. but on the other, i'm very determined to carve my own path regardless of what others say of me, making my own way. it's a mixed bag. 2
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