Dreaded Patrick

Happy New Year, Everyone!

Oh god its almost 4 am

Why am I still up

There was an earthquake and there is TOO MUCH HAPPENIGN TODAY

o h no not me planning stuff out and looking through both the cartoon and the official comics for research- 

Oh boy almost 2 am!!!

Time to think about things I'd like to do one day like make a spongebob fan comic for the hell of it or something but then don't act on it bc whenever I start something procrastination takes hold and then also general anxiety about posting it

i've been up for two days and my pen pressure is gone i think this is a sign i need to not be awake-

mentally, I'm here-

So I'm back (yet again). I'm hoping this stops being a thing with me disappearing for months and then reappearing again. I think the worst of the crazy stuff that's been happening with me are over. Hopefully.

I have too many ideas for things.

I need to not suddenly get bursts of ideas of things to draw at 4:30 in the morning. 

Its too cold.

Got myself a laptop for Christmas and whoo boy was it a good choice.

You know what's fun? Reading and listening to scary stuff about people suddenly getting into spooky situations.

You know what's not fun? Experiencing any spooky happenings 

Curse my inability to decide whether or not to be social or not due to conflicting wants n' needs

After a dramatic month of no home internet.....I still have no home internet as far as I know of but at I'm here at a library trying to make up for my lack of activity here.

In all seriousness I'm totally fine with this. One supposed to be villain on the side of good.

Graduating High School soon.... and soon I'll actually have time to draw and do things on here more. SOON.

Important Tests.

I should seriously be sleep right now but of course my brain would be thinking about a million of things at once at 2 AM.?

Its amazing how before December even started I already managed to get tired of Christmas songs. This is going to be a very long month at this rate. 

I'm totally alive and not dead and stuff. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ..... to me.  >;)

IT'S ALMOST TIME >:D

Currently rendering a video for my final tomorrow. This pain of waiting for this crappy thing is killing me. ;_; 

Still not Christmas for me, I literally have an hour more to wait.