GAYLE

i miss talking to you all. and i know things have simmered down, but i'm sorry for my behaviors I've shown on and off throughout the years. I really hate how I handled things at first with passive agressiveness, and trying to justify shit that is absolutely inexcusable. Slurs are absolutely above me, and I went way too far repeating slurs for laughs when it isn't funny. It's fucking racist, and that's something I don't want to ever be. And I'm fucking down I've hurt many friends of mine, and I understand everyone knowing I can be better than this, I will admit I got mad at Halibut for the first two months or so since I was still acting like an asshole and made things worse back in July until I finally shut the fuck up and took some time to think, but I regret it all and wish I was able to realize a lot of flaws during the riots (like jesus christ i hate how i sounded very ignorant during the start of the george floyd protests, where i was scared of shit going down in my city when i have no reason to, racial equality is a thing i support, and police brutality is something that needs to be stopped).

I know I've also looked manipulative (especially with my own crossover interests, constantly asking friends for art, and yes I appreciated of course, but it's my own ideas that I should really stop being insecure of doing myself in fears of sucking at it. I need to learn to draw and not bother others about my own hobbies), and I hate how I've always said and among some other things, but I just want to say, THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING ME REALIZE I GOT STUFF TO WORK ON!

I have awareness of my wrongdoings, which is good, but I hate how I have trouble doing shit about it, and I still feel stuck on what to do to improve my own self, since I want to respect and have friends who I haven't given in return many times due to my own insecurities. 

I suck at wording my thoughts but I wanted to get this off my chest since I made myself more alone then ever and it's been affecting my online life OCD-wise where I can't keep my tweets/discord posts most of the time becuse some intrusive thought feels like it stays there until i delete it, so annoying, but that's for my therapist. 

I would love to return to discord, but I'm anxious I'm not ready yet due to ocd.  I hope everyone's doing okay still, and I'd love to talk because I have a lot of guilt of a lot of things and I think I just want to put it behind me and try to help myself become a better person. 

I'mma drop the album same day as kanye

Hi, I am working for a kitchen images blog for my client. The client is asking to redesign product images and add a transparent look to each product. Which is the best version to edit images in a transparent way?

best electric smoker?

god i hate how toxic the cartoon fandoms are on twitter. nothing but scumbags or assholes fighting each other about how "these old cartoons are way better than calarts" when we should literally just be accepting of cartoon tastes and just make whatever creators want to make. It makes me want to create a rant video but it'll look cringe since I'm not good at doing commentaries.
 

Animation is an artform. It evolves, you can make stuff inspried by the golden age, go for it. Don't force everyone else to do it or act better than everyone else with it though. I know not every fan is like that, but seeing back and forth from people around that John K respcter troll (are they a troll, i don't even know, it feels so legitimate not to be a troll due to how far it's gone, but I've heard it is, still very toxic) and their supporters and people who are into modern day animation. Animation is allowed to evolve into other styles outside of where it started. That's what art is supposed to do, evolve into different styles. It doesn't mean you can't keep doing older styles of an artform, you know.

It just really annoys me and it's why I shouldn't even bother with it. It also makes me just not want to even pursue it since it just feels like an industry where everyone fucks the creator over, or you have to deal with a few weirdos or scumbags who didn't want to get mental help before it was too late and before pursuing their dream job.

it's mlp monday

shart week

shark week is back, on the discovery channel!

HOLLYWOOD MAKES ME WANT TO PUKE

you guys legit deserve a break from all of these scummy members in the past couple years. I'm angry to hear about what happened today. I hope things get better from here and I hope everyone's been doing well besides of the recent event JJS told me about.

still never will know why cy likes to crack jokes at my harmless crossover hobbies. It sucks getting backstabbed by long time community friends over dumbass crossovers and cartoon opinions, now i know how sonicdude feels...

Anyone here into diecast car collecting? It has taken over my soul since december.

yoooo i wanted to tell you i go to walgreens near my house to go hot wheels hunting. i love it more than CVS since it's cheaper to buy there and has better stock

also if you wanna join discord here's my room:
https://discord.gg/mQBQvh

care for an egg in these trying times?

In the Philippines eating chicken wings, smothered with adobo-dobo-dobo-do

YO PUFFY JOIN MY DISCORD SERVER 

https://discord.gg/fxKwE9Y

These past few years have made me realized change is rarely a good thing and why I’m proud to be nostalgic for the better times.

man, discord really killed this place.  the spongebob forums were fun while they lasted

I'm gonna say the n word.

ALL PEOPLE ARE TAX PEOPLE

i'm a crack addict

return :((

FUCK YOU TEXAS

should i do the prez awards again this year or is it not worth it since it will still be a bit repetitive?

Okay, I'm tired of being bored here. We really gotta revive the Post a Random Image topic or something. Nowhere near as fun posting bullshit on Discord tbh