CyanideFishbone

Well, sorry it's a day late but one day ago, six years ago I joined this site. The 2013 me and 2019 me are night and day as people and I want to thank all of you for making this a great experience and putting up with me through some less than stellar times (ex: when I became an obnoxious edgelord around 2014-2015 who unjustly bashed music I really didn't give a shot and was just a negative, hateful person). However, through being on here I met some really rad people and I always felt like being here was a safe space where I could speak my mind on whatever I wanted to, unlike most other online communities I joined that were either restrictive or full of complete jerks, I can gladly say I feel right at home here. Whether what i faced was depression, suicidal thoughts, loneliness, anger, or questioning my own existence, I always found a soft place here and I thank a lot of you here for listening to what i have to say and just generally being good friends, and I'm sorry if I was a jerk to anyone during those less-than-stellar times as I really tended to be as a way to get over the depression and classic teenage angst I was feeling, but that doesn't justify it and it really wasn't cool and I'm sorry. As I'm going to college next year I'm sure I'll find more time to talk on here and share my life story as I'm ready to listen to yours. I've been considering making a video entailing my SBC experiences when I graduate from high school, so I guess just let me know if you'd like to see that. Until then, I'll still be on here; sorry for the drop of activity, it's just... real life becomes more of a commitment as you grow older. And if it ever comes to the point where I'm too busy to go on here anymore or whatever happens, I've got no problems with any of you guys and I'd like to thank you all for six great years, here's to the future 

-Ryan (my real name, this is of course a note from CyanideFishbone but especially a note from me personally)